Did you know that knitting only moves in one direction?
That you can only knit “up” even when you are knitting “down”?!
When you are knitting you are creating both fabric and garment at the same time and the action of knitting takes “up” the yarn always in one direction. Your knitting will only frog in one direction, will only “run” in one direction and often will only allow you to design in one direction.
The other day Greta, a friend of mine, asked why certain patterns were upside down when wearing them as a shawl. For example the butterfly pattern in my Covid be Damned Shawl. Why couldn’t they be the other way around?
Unfortunately, that particular pattern that cannot be reversed, the lines that make up the shape of the butterfly only move in one direction. To make the butterfly right side up, we could have cast-on the stitches, knit the butterfly and then graft the stitches to the body of the shawl to make the butterfly right side up. This would have been a lot of work with certain drawbacks and not worth the effort. Most of the interesting patterns, especially ones with distinct shapes and line are literally irreversible.
It can be easier to reverse the simpler patterns, but even they can be stubborn. I remember a young designer trying to make a simple sprig go the opposite way in her knitting as she wanted it to go “right” side up, but in the end she bowed to the knitting.
I just went through the same kind of process.
I wanted to knit a pattern that was representative of my feelings of shock, grief and sadness. The announcements coming out about the residential school properties and the bodies of the children they were finding were hitting me hard and I know that there is more to come. I decided on a top-down poncho, knit with a stitch that always had reminded me of tears. I wanted to knit the poncho top down and still keep the tear drop shape of the motifs, the stitch pattern did not co-operate. This pattern was a pattern that I could not reverse, after a day and a half of trying I gave up and went to a bottom up version of the poncho.
The pattern immediately started to behave itself and it knit up in no time at all!
Tears for the Children
Knitting this pattern was a type of catharsis for me. I felt compelled by my emotions to knit this idea out. I stopped my other project for a moment (Sundial Shawl) and knit this out of my system.
The announcements about the Residential Schools and the unmarked graves has hit me very hard. I am not a particularly political person or one who has strong opinions on most political topics, but this, this was very different. As a mother and now grandmother, the thought of my children or grandchild being forcibly removed from my care and culture was a gut blow. That this happened in Canada, my Canada, has really caused me to think and feel things that I had never before considered. I am humbled by our past and want our future to be better thought out and more caring of each other.
Tears for the Children is the name of the pattern. It is free for all. There are links to donate on the Ravelry Page in lieu of payment. It is very little, but it is a start.
Below are a couple of links if you are interested in learning more about this issue or donating to the funds to support the healing process for all indigenous Canadians. I am sure that there are more.
Donate here for the Gord Downie and Chanie Wenjack Fund.
Donate here for the B.C. Residential Schools Survivors Society
Be well, Be aware, Listen to the stories, hear the grief, help the healing.
Lynette
